Sister and Niece news!

My sister's having a baby girl:)

I'm so happy for her!

I cannot wait!

I am determined to go see my sister this Summer, i love her and I miss her sooo much its ridiculous.

I grew up, and sent her a suupperrr long message on facebook telling her how much i need and want her in my life, and ever since then, i feel, i don't know. SOOO much better, i love her so much, always have and alwaysss will.

And we WILL figure out a name for this little amazing child:)

Foul Language.

I guess it's a little too late to say this, but i'm going to anyway.
More and more people are reading my blogs, and i love that!
I'm just going to say that I am a teenage girl. I have emotions, i have a filthy mouth.
I want you to know that, i curse. alot. It's my way of expression. I am allowed to do it, so if you have a problem or are offended or EMBARASSED by it, i apologize, but its how i am.
I say things i dont I always mean, but at that point in time, i feel like saying it.
So again, please don't get offended by what I say.
This is my time and space to vent, to let out what is needed or wanted to let out.
So yeah, thanks for reading.

Summerrrrrrrrr

Last night was my official start of summer!

Of course there's another week of school left, unfortunately.

butttt anyways, on the way home last night, i was thinking, about how much living in a small little country town like this. It was the whole pageant, carnival, parade thing going on, it was definitely one of those things you would see in the movies.

Summer has officially started, and I cannot wait.

Reinventing.

Its pretty intense how fast things can change.
In an instant.
By the speed of light.

For the longest time I tried to be the person people thought i was.
Then I tried to be the opposite of what people thought i was.
Then in this longing process to find who i am, I lost myself and confused my mind to a point of depression.

Time was passing, and I was still searching for these answers.
All of these troubles filling up my skull.
You know what i figured out?

The answer never came to me.

So there i was.
Sitting, sinking, drowning with and in all of this confusion.

I started to realize.

The more i try to find me.
The farther away from myself i was.
Make sense?

With this.
I have freed myself from the majority of these overwhelming problems.
Any image or problems are now water under that great big bridge.

I dont know exactly the full on point of this.
But thanks.

With love,

Sav.

Bailey Alina

Bailey Filkoski.
Weirdest lsat name

I told you I'd have a blog for you soon.
Youre sitting next to me so I can't exactly write much until you're not reading this.
So I'll start by saying I love you to death.
I always start my day by saying "I need my Bailey!"
(By the way, I'm not completely ignoring my other friends i love to death, i love you all. But i Promised my Bai that I'd write her one.)
You are one of the most honest friends i have, If I look fat you tell me, pretty you tell me, bad, funny looking anything.
You give your honest opinion always.
When I'm sad, there's something about you that just instantly makes me just fine again...
I have to go.
well fuck!
I'll write more when i have time:)

6:15

Tessa called me at 6:15 this morning...I called back like two minutes later.
I said "You better be dying..."
she goes "Actually, my butt called you..."
I told her thank you and hung up.
She knows i love her still.
But im absolutely DEAD this morning...
onsomerealshit ima kirk out.
gahhhhhhhhh.
I.need.sleep.

smile loves.

Megan Ann Joiner.

Okay so,
We're sitting in our first block, and i got to thinking.
How Im so mean to that girl...She's my bestfriend.
And the relationship we have is absolutely unexplainable.
Im like that big sister that picks on her little sister constantly, and we both know we love eachother.
She gets my sarcasm and mean-ness.
She doesn't take it seriously because she knows not to.
I show my love for people veryy differently.
but in the end, I don't know where i would be without her.
She loves to be loud and get attention, she loves to be loved.
She makes me laugh like crazzzzyyyyy.
And she's reading this as im writing:)
haha She goes
"WAIT! hold the phone! What holiday is the 31st?"
and i said "Memorial day"
"nu uh...really?" she said.
So i replied with "No shit."
hahaha and we smiled.
She definitely gets me.
I love that girl with all i got.
<3


Yes Bailey, one is coming for you too.